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as i destroy myself

As I Destroy Myself

I feel the air wash over a badly stitched wound

As I destroy myself

I find god in this empty air playing jokes, acting a buffoon. 

As I destroy myself 

I don't think I ever was good friend in the beginning, maybe in the end

As I destroy myself

What is man, a beast with undulated hands

As I destroy myself

And architect with plans he doesn't understand. 

As I destroy myself 

I know of all I hurt

As I destroy myself

I am pained with panic in my chest by what my life is worth

As I destroy myself

I sense a new beginning

As I destroy myself 

Associates earned for an applied degree in sinning

As I destroy myself 

Detached, unyielding, destroying her

As I destroy myself 

Concept grasped, I get the point, 2 times a day, klonopin, ephexir

As I destroy myself

Depression gets out its claws

As I destroy myself

With every manicured word spilt from a broken jaw

As I destroy myself

I've never not lied in order to find the truth

As I destroy myself

Annihilated here in the leather & lather of the back corner booth

As I destroy myself

I wonder what you think of me

As I destroy myself 

I don't care, games are better when played succinctly 

As I destroy myself

Looking for anything to hold onto. 
A book
A passion
A crook 
A fashion
A hook
I come crashing

As I destroy myself 

I hope for bright beaches with children playing & lovers loving, that last the whole day through

As I've destroyed myself

I find myself wondering how many times can I start anew.

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